Back.

It's been a while hasn't it?
It's been like 3 years since I last posted.
Things definitely have changed.

For instance I'm in my third year in SP.
Well at least in a week's time.
Last semester before 6 months internship.
Totally new class for the following reason:

I've become much weaker than before. 
That's depressing HAHA.
Anyway I'm trying to recover well. 
It's been one terrible experience.

Besides that I'm trying to start everything fresh.
And that also means I'm trying to erase myself.
From individuals. 
I think I'm tired of letting myself down.
And others as well. 

I know myself well. I can never commit.
To anything or anyone. I just can't.
For instance.
I never believed in best friends.
Because in my case they'll always walk.
Not because the problem lies with them.
It lies with me.

So I think I'm content not being anyone's important person.
And I think it makes me feel better even.
At the end of the day.
I know the only person I can commit to,
Is myself. And probably that's it.

Yes, even I find myself selfish. 
But I just can't be someone I'm not.
Any longer. It's tiring.
Trying to please others. 
And I understand why one of my friends always decide to go solo.

Perhaps I can learn from her. 
And save myself from this shit called Life.
And stop complicating situations. 

Anyway I'll try blogging again. 
Or bail out as always.
Who reads this anyway. 
Me duh. 

For Now.

Faithful.

Haven't been blogging since September!
Anyway I'm back.
And I'm close to my sweet Sixteenth birthday soon.
And bloody O's.


Damn.
Anyway I've been to Korea
(WHICH WAS AWESOME.)
And Hong Kong for the second half of
Last year.
Sigh. Now time to work REALLY hard.


I envy all my seniors now...
I want to drop A maths.
But I can't bring myself to say it.
SIGH.


But hey!
I promised myself to be an optimist this year.
And I really want to acheive that.


Seeing all my friends having boy troubles.
It worries me.
I'm glad I don't have that.


Bet no one's going to read this dead blog.
Except me of course.


I'm going to work hard for O's.
And I am going to be successful.
I know I can.
And I know I will.


Falling Clovers.

Over.


AH. YOG's over.
That's sad.
But at least I saw Thomas Daley live.
OMFG. HE'S HOT.


Okay. Enough about that.
I was also really lucky enough
To go to Universal Studios on Wednesday.
Since Janziel could not go
For the YOG Workforce Appreciation Party.
OMG IT WAS AWESOME!
Especially the Mummy Returns ride.
THANKS JANZIEL!
Hope you like The Last Olympian.


Anyway.
COUNCIL IS GOING TO HONG KONG!
HOW COOL IS THAT?!
GOING OVERSEAS TWICE A YEAR!
OMG.


That means I have to work hard
For EOY.
DAMN. I'm scared.


Okay.
There's like this stupid rumor
Going around.
And DAMN IT.
I don't look good with him.
And I don't like him.


Besides. I'm not in that position to.
Ah. Man.
I'm screwed for EOY.


AH. Look on the bright side.
I'm gonna book tickets to go to
Universal Studios after exams.
Gonna go with friends!
It is, after all,
The only time to relax before
O Levels come knocking
On my door.


Time passes so quickly eh?


I wonder...

Youth.


Whoa.
It's finally Youth Olympics.
GOSH. I really hope I can see Thomas Daley in person.
(I've actually mentioned him in one of my first few posts when I started blogging.)
He's hot.
And a great diver too.
Too bad he didn't get anything during Beijing Olympics.
HAHA!


Anyway, gonna watch
4 AWESOME events.
Yeah.
20 Aug (Thurs)- Tennis Semi
22 Aug (Sat)- Tennis Finals
23 Aug (Sun)- Diving 3m Boys
25 Aug (Wed)- Football finals Boys
Tight schedule eh?


Man.
Trying to get that YOG tee from Shirree is not easy.
Hmmph Cass Chong.
TSK.
So rich.
LEAVE ME ALONE LAA.
Got money go superstore and buy.
TSK.


Gonna watch Fried Rice Paradise
On Sat after YOG ends.
SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT.


Should go out soon.
AHHH.
Need to spend time to de-stress.
Opening Ceremony starting soon.
YEAH!


Missing you.

Time has passed...


Whoa. I've not updated for a LONG TIME.
I guess I'm too addicted to facebook-ing.
Hah.


Anyways, lots have happened lately.
Since no one really comes to my blog
Nowadays...
(Since I've not updated in a long time.)
Might as well just say everything here then.


I'm vice of choir now.
But I kind of don't really like it.
(Not that I want to be President)
Ah. Might as well accept it.


Time has passed.
And friends have changed.
It's depressing to see people change
Because of leadership, power.
And even more disgusted,
To see others just licking off their boots.


My life sounds depressing eh?
HAHA.
It isn't actually.
Most people don't know this.
But I'm kind of attached now.


NO.
He's not from school.
(OH COME ON. I'm not a fool)
I really sincerely hope you wouldn't tell anyone.
Sure, you can ask me about it.
But no, you can't spread it.


From my previous post you can actually guess
Who he is.
HAHA!
Yeah. Childhood friend.
Though I don't see him often,
But yeah,
He's sweet.


Bah! Enough about that.
I'm not going to disclose any other details now.
No matter how you check my facebook or my phone.
There isn't gonna be any trace or signs.
HAHA!
So don't think about trying!


So yeah.
School rumors are out of my league.
AND
Happy Birthday Singapore. (:


Time will only tell if love is true...