I know quite a number of people do not like me but just bear with me for at least 1-2 years, I dun have much time left and I'm serious... (dun want 2 talk about it...) This is the reason why I've been easily irritated and emo nowadays.... PlS DUN GET THE WRONG IDEA... I'M NOT DYING YET!!! Duh... I'm like still young, have much youth in me ok... Only a few people knows about this and I hope they will keep it well... Eventually it'll be spread around though... Sigh, really, I dun really feel like talking to anyone now... Everybody is pretty much the same except me... Not as hyper as I was.... One hint though, I don't think I'll be in sec 3....
Hmm... maybe I won't see the people that hate me anymore... That's a gd thing... Oh well, can't do anything about it.... PLS UNDERSTAND...

Ok... So I'm allowed to use the internet... Lucky I did my homework in the afternoon.... So, what should I talk about? Well, nobody's online now, gloomy much?! I guess it's because of exams, everybody in my class is very competetive, I think I may slip down my class position...:( I hope not...
Sigh, I have tie duty 2morrow, that means I have to stay back... Hey! I need to study you know... Anywayz, I dragged Zheng Yu with me, she was really willing, I guess she wants to know what will happen 2morrow...(secret...) Sigh, not much excitement in life so far... Camp's like 2 months away...Exams starting this week, I just wish something exciting happens 2morrow... Really...
So far, no interesting boyz yet, it'll never happen, I mean, look at the situation in my school now.... Yawnz... Checking everyone's blog, got bored, now blogging...
So, there has been many crushes and steads in my school, I recently made this up... Sec 1- Crushes, Sec 2- Crushes get serious, Sec 3- Start to stead, Sec 4- Serious stead... Most of my seniors are already going steady... I don't think I'll go through this, probably because of my hatred against boyz.. duh... And I'm NOT pretty too, I'm like average... Hope no boyz likes me, because I'll probably freak out, not talk to and avoid the boy... ( like what I did last year)
My senior from Peiying (my primary school) invited me to be an instructor in next year's p5 camp... I will probably not go, I'll be an odd one out... All the other instructors will probably be in poly or jc, see what I mean...
Ugh, why do i keep hearing his name, it's like a hot topic in me, Gandeep and Zheng Yu, it's really getting annoying, hope it stops 2morrow....
Anywayz, I need to go, so good luck to your exams!!! Have luck in relationships, I'll probably be observing who likes who...

Something's not right, I'm sure of that... I just don't know what... Weird. Anywayz, yesterday was pretty much funny... Can't really reveal much though, all I can say is that me, Zheng Yu and Gandeep was in a so called 'trouble' and we were running all about the school... I too learned a secret that is known by many people but I can say no more... ( I promised not to tell anyone what really happened yesterday, although someone was actually quite concerned for Zheng Yu, probably as senior and junior...) Fun time was yesterday!!! Wish it happened again...
My sister left for Paris and London today, I will not see her until about a month later...( Freedom much?!) I just hope that she buys me something... Oh, I just remembered, tomorrow's Zheng Yu's B'day.. Happy B'day Zheng Yu!! Sigh, on my B'day, not many people gave me presents, maybe it's because I kept it a secret or either I'm not too popular...(Duh..)
I just remembered, yesterday, the excos told us (councillors) that we are going to council camp on the 24 to 26 of November in Johor... I heard last year's camp was really fun, wished I went last year, too bad I was p6 then... I heard there will be nice activities there and it will probably be the last time we will see the sec 4s'... Gandeep would probably be sad as next year's sec 4 batch won't be as hyper as this year's batch... Oh well, what do you expect, everybody has to graduate...
Exams are coming and I'm really not confident about my maths and chinese, I hope i don't flunk them, it'll be sad... Sigh.... I hope I do much better than mid year's...
Anywayz, this will probably be the last post before exams and I think I'll type another post after exams... Until then, I wish all people visiting my website best of luck for coming exams...

Wow, I've not been online for a long time already! I guess that's because exams are coming so soon... Should be studying but never mind though... Alright, 1st topic, um..... Ah! Camp Rock was pretty good, I think I like the songs than the show... Love "Too Cool" by Meaghan Martin, maybe I'm like a little bit**y like how she acted in Camp Rock?? Weird... Not a fan of Jonas Brothers, eventually they will be like Backstreet Boys and Nsync...
School, sigh, I've changed duties and now I don't have recess duty...(sad) Oh well, what to do... Arrgh, I didn't do my CA2 as well as CA1, I hope my results for End of year exams are about the same as MYE...
Recently, someone asked me if I like any boys in OPSS(a girl asked me but I won't reveal the name)... My answer is NO... duh.. There AREN'T any boys that are cute at all... BTW, I'm not les, I still like boys but not in my school, that's all. So far, my friend told me that there are quite a number of girls in the Sec 1 batch that are quite pretty, I have to agree with that though... I consider myself as an average girl, with average looks and grades... Anywayz, some people in my school have been really sarcastic with me and I don't like that, it's mean... It's really sad because they are really, extremely sarcastic that I feel that they've gone too far... I hate that so if you really like to continue on doing this, be my guest but you have been listed in my hated list and I'm serious...
Alright, I have to go out now so I guess my next post won't be soon...

Countdown to my sister leaving for Paris & London:) : 6 days

So, today's teacher's day... and I didn't even see a single teacher today... right... I'm like through with people saying I'm violent... I'm so not violent, unless anyone irritates me badly, obviously, I hate those kind of people... Actually, I had second thoughts about quitting the council seriously, I'm afraid it may interfere with my studies... I just hope to get to a JC, really...(so that I can get my dream job...) It's ridiculous...
Anyway, my dad just upgraded my cable tv, it's great be able to record shows, now I can watch my fav. shows until I go mad... Speaking of my dad, my maid always sucks up to my parents, actually, she's a big fat bit**... She bullies me when nobody's at home, sometimes, she will sneak to watch tv or take out my old games to play and ignore her duties... Hate her, the reason why I can't use the internet, PSP etc. is because of her sucking up... I know she's been using my PSP, or else the battery won't be used up after I charged it when I last saw it... Bet she'll be sent back to Indonesia..
My sister is going to London and Paris this month, so unfair, I wanna go to Europe, sigh... Anyway, it's costing my dad a bomb and he's not happy... My sis is so lucky, she's like one of the top students of her fashion campus ( NAFA)... Anyways, I'll still be better than her... Grr... She got a htc Touch! Sigh... I'm not as successful as my sis... (She's better in Art and Eng...) Anyways, I've got to get some sleep...